Am i a talented person?

You do seem to have a lot going on there. Maybe concentrate on one area. Pick the one thing that gives you the most enjoyment, the one thing you love the most, the one thing you would want to do for the rest of your life even if you didn't get paid for it. Give that the most attention. The others you can do as hobbies or side projects. The pressure could be coming from the tension of trying to hide your talent, keeping it under wrap is a lot of work in and of itself. The skills you describe are meant to be shared and enjoyed by all. When you open up and share who you are life becomes easier. You can help yourself most by openly revealing yourself to others. You can only know that much of yourself which you have the courage to confide to others. The greatest gift you have to offer is always the truth. When you fail to be honest (hide who you truly are) you hurt yourself. Before you can act in accordance with your true self, you need to know who you are. To know who you are you must communicate what you think and feel. Let people know what you do and how that makes you feel. Show your talent. It is a gift given to you so you can give it back to the world.